i thought i knew you
i have lost the strength to cry
to think clearly
i feel stupid for not seeing it before, when i guess it showed
i guess maybe i didn't want to see
i wish i didn't care, or thought the same way you did.
but i don't and i can't
and i can't bring myself to accept the way you think, because it wouldn't be "accepting" - it would be saying yes to everything that i don't believe in
it hurts to think that i was mistaken about you, even you
how many more times am i going to be stupid and think i know someone. and then feel stupid and betrayed and heartbroken when i unavoidably realise that i was wrong, completely wrong all along?? wake up, wake up you idiot!!! don't you see it just isn't possible. stick ur ideals in the garbage dispenser and save yourself the trouble.
posted by goBgoB at 10:14 p.m.
3 Comments:
ipshi!? is everything ok> i called last night - call me asap!
5:04 a.m.
ipshi, i hope this isnt someone very close to you or someone that you are attached to. because, thats when it KILLS. you do mention that you thought you knew the person well, so must be someone significant :( sorry dude, ki ar bolbo.
really though, you have to learn to FORGET and move on. experience theke boltasi dost. this suffering isn't worth it. i know this sounds harsh and that was exactly my reaction when i was offered a similar piece of advice and i DIDN'T consider it only to regret it now.
cheer up?! :S
2:59 p.m.
hey guys, thanks for your concern. i'm fine - i was just being stupid, as usual ehehehehe. :D
10:58 a.m.
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